número uno

thought i'll do an entry with pictures from ages ago but still, an entry before i mug for another 4 days and freedom!!!!

previous paper was horrible again and let's not mention it anymore. just hope to pass the overall :(




b didnt go with me cos he had a 21st to attend but he popped by to say hello to me before we went on separate ways.

i was doing my HR assignment before that because it was so close to deadline ( damn sian)
but i went last year's the white blingbling party ), so this year i'm going again

avant garde was the theme


ZIRCA:

im well again! what happened during the period of no updates was i fell really ill and terrible.
i didnt do well for my first paper which i studied rather hard for too.. sigh, i didnt do a 10 mark question- when the paper is only a 40 marks one. Had a hard time recalling what was what and writing really slow.
That's what a awful cold and fever can do.

Today's a rainy day and i hate rainy days when it comes to exams! You feel so compelled to lie on the bed but most unfortunately you have a whole stack of revision notes waiting to eat you up alive.
Examinations makes me depressed, too.

Guess what! After my last paper on the 7th, I'll be a free bird for the time being!

I'll be updating my blog super frequently with parties!

November spells lots of birthdays and I am a happy girl because birthday parties mean catching up, eating and having lots of fun!
I have a full list of events in my facebook and I even have a hard time recalling!! arghhh!!
Abi, JS, Geraldine, Rachel, Elene, Alfred, and my darling CAIYUTING!

for JS, Geraldine, Rachel and Elene it's all back to back
13, 14, 15 (r & e) and i think it's pure madness.. i probably have to forgo one of them if not i'll be very exhausted!

and if you've been watching the 9pm channel 8 serial,

OMigish... i think baby boy, olympic is super cute!

and felicia chin's skills aint that bad in this serial, thumbs up! :)
wonder why tv programmes are so enjoyable during exam period :\

i'll be back to update more reviews as well.... i've received my clothings from online shopping
which makes me wonder why i stopped retail shopping,
will be back to do so after exams!!

going back to the books!
 

layers of strawberry delight, pretty and tempting

3D cakes:


my dream is to have a 3D cake for one of my birthdays but they cost alot :( like double or triple the price of the normal ones


pretty cakes with intricate details
specially made.



swoon!!
popup details! what a girl wants cake :)

what luck seriously!
fell sick the day b4 and wasnt able to study for these 2 days, exams tomorrow! :(
had fever, guess its a case of flu since my mom and bro had it too.
we'll have to hear what the doctor says... 

wont be going out or meeting anyone in particular these few days..

2 random self shots and off i go to study again :(

bought items from velda in this mth and here're 2 of my favorite togas :)

very comfortable material, but it's super good for school! :)


and the rock chic toga dress that fits me to a T!!

i wont see myself wearing this dress for now because it's the exam period, but i really give my utmost congrats to bonitochico  who has been part of my shopping life, made manufactured clothings that are real pretty, fits many occasions,
and won the nuffnang awards' best blogshop title! :)

the 3 ladies, rach, viola and velda have always been very nice and gave the best cust service that an online blogshopper can ever ask for :) sweet ladies :)

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for this week, no more shopping til exam is over.
i'm regularly updating my twitter acct with my blackberry, feel free to add at:

http://www.twitter.com/stephgracetan 

;P
 

Clicknetwork has been my favorite entertainment. Xiaxue's column has been rather boring these days but Numbnuts are really good at what they're doing!





chick vs dick



and the best of all Ris Low with Shan and Rozz


i actually think that Ris Low has gone through a lot of unwanted criticisms and she's always been game on to interviews even when the interviews are kind of "attacking" her with her past, ie. her vocab of "boomz" and "preents".

I think everyone deserves a second chance and she's pretty humorous! I still think she's pretty and polite.

LOL at her when she said "knnbccb what kind of stupid question is this???"

im here @ 1:30am drinking orange juice and making myself stay awake to study another chapter. I've either been studying too slow or being not productive. another 2 weeks and i'll be free like a bird, sourcing for jobs. for now i'll just have to put in my 101% and done the examinations all done with!


wish me the best!! (:

Firstly, a shoutout to miss tan yeeping,
Happy belated 21st Birthday! Many apologies I couldn't be there for your surprise party but I miss you loads and will definitely meet you up when I'm done with my nasty papers! :) Stay pretty and witty and you know I adore you, my dearest jr :-)







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here're some pictures overdued!

( east coast and some bag porn )

JS calls me Kochan these days because he thinks I resemble a cat,
im greedy, have to sleep after every meal and have an awfully chubby face.
Kochan is a researcher's name in my managing change text and he grew to like the name.



he thinks it's funny to see my reaction when he calls me "eh cat"
Duh, if it makes him happy then!

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Went to BC's site and JS was like "I like the denim dress but I know you like the one shoulder right? You like those one shoulder, tube wears, see I know you *grins*"

I immediately LOL-ed.

Oh well! Time to nap before catching up on revision!
 

b and i quarrelled while having mac brekkie, was a minor thing but we always managed to get back after the quarrel.
Can you imagine we quarrelled over big breakfast's eggs? Haha.

Anyway, for a more serious issue here,
my 7 friends went to kayak at kallang today and realised that their belongings went missing.
This is so hateful, these passionate sporty 7 chaps were practicing for their upcoming race amid their upcoming exam schedule and some thief/thieves just broke in to steal all their 7 bags

the case is taken up to the police and i hope that whoever it is, either surrender the stuff or return these poor people with their belongings.
Of the stuff includes new iphones and htc phone, a precious watch momento  that's precious to my dear friend and their wallets, ICs and whatnots.
They couldnt bring their stuff down due to sea training.

This is so cruel and really, such ugly things could happen here.
justice will prevail.

I'm so vexed.

I have 6 SO questions I have yet to complete, and my exam revision is still as good as not studying...... 

AND I HAVENT FOUND A JOB or an interviews to attend, and im going to graduate in mid november.


This worry has got me growing pimples on my forehead, my cheeks, my chin, my back and probably i'll have one on my backside soon :(

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alvin sure knows how to crack me up in the middle of the night. seriously, i thought i was lame enough.


 

I just texted daniel and realised he's really going to be a daddy soon, he seemed overjoyed! :)
congrats to him, jaime and family :)

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pictures were taken on monday

( picture entries every other day )

a short update with pictures credits to brenda! :)

( wenqi's 22nd )

meeting mon for dinner- i wan my korean soup!

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here're some pictures i found on my com on my phone

my dusty bold.
i learn to love it after using my brother's omnia 2, realised i cant tackle touch screen phones haha!

and my gmask

realise i only gmask the back!
im into cute stuff lately, can gmask some other designs too after a period of time,
said to last about half to a year :)

and i've changed a couple of themes from now


for people with blackberry try: nancydrewthemes.com and themes4bb.com

bb messenger is upgraded to bbm v5, on blackberry.com/messenger

tell me if there're any cool/interesting apps to download!

some backdated post!

( MEALS, complete only with the right company ... )

Some bitch today make me flare up.
Firstly she wanted to take my paper to print her stuff, which if I have excess, I would have given her.
Secondly she printed her notes wrongly on my printer, and didnt want to return me the paper. What a total bitch, I told her to return me cos my exams are coming and needed the paper to print the notes and she said it isn't her fault and I'm terrible. I threw her the paper and walked away. Maybe it's her way to take over my printer ( there're 2 printers and she's already occupying the 2nd btw).

If you print on the wrong printer wrongly, the coutesy is to return the other the paper rightfully deserved to the owner because she may have a need for the paper.
If you want the printer and need paper, open your big mouth to say. There's no point giving me lame reasons why I asked you to. I didn't even see the need to open my mouth and ask if you know what to do.


What a bitch. Total bitch.

 I will always try not to make it a point that I blog what others want to see, or give people the impression that everything is fine in my life.
I won't say my life is screwed ( but of course when it is, i screw it up myself 99% of the time) but seriously, I want this blog very personal, which means i can't care what people would have to think about me ( of cos i still do, alittle) but I would love to have people commenting with genuine concern and reading with interest that I'm afterall, still human.
:)

let me talk about my love.

JS has been my best friend, my shoulder to lean when im lazy, cry when im sad, and someone whom ive badly thrown tantrums on, better termed as my boyfriend.
I am not a very good girlfriend and he's very "poor thing" to have me as his very first girlfriend.
He has a very hot bod because my canoeing friends kept telling me how lucky I am to have boyfriend with "perfect chest" and that makes it up since I love big boobs but I am straight, so yeah:\ hope you get my point. He also keeps lamenting that he has the perfect tanned, which I think it's almost a burnt kinda color, my previous maid once asked me if my boyfriend is a malay.

He's gentle, considerate and he loves me alot, sometimes we may be too busy with our own commitments to even care about how the relationship should be going ( maintanence) so this is the problem lah! basically I think we need lots of romance here, because a relationship should be this way. 

when we are busy we tend to overlook alot of things especially about how people around us are feeling.

in summary, we fought yesterday and it was a big hoo-ha but we picked up the pieces today and promised to give the relationship our best and yeap, try to do things together so that we can make it work out!
Okay I really want this to work this time, and no, we won't break up.

so Stephanie Tan should stop saying that she wants a break and tralala, because that isn't what she wants.
She wants and deserves a happy ever after ( at least she believes so)!! Little voices saying " you'll be fine even without a relationship" and "maybe it's too late" should seriously go away.
I LOVE YOU JS! MUAHH *lots of saliva on his face*
it's eating me when i say this but I should get used to this.



JS said I have a huge post purchase dissonance and I agree so, especially with my phone.
If you went out with me you should have heard me say " maybe I should change to an Iphone" but actually it was just a thought, I never thought I should change this away because it didn't serve me that badly really.
Just that I gian to have everything.

I told you I didn't like curve or the new curve's keypad but when I saw the new Bold, I was like WAHH.
the new bold looks sexy, looks smaller ( like curve) and has a flat trackpad instead of trackball, and of cos, it's easier to use that way.
BUT, blackvberry is known for its trackball and its qwerty keypad and actually, the squarish top of the new bold irritates me.

Ok, besides post purchase dissonance, I have a superb way to comfort myself things that I fail to get 

>:( 

see why I tell you 99% of the time I can make myself feel screwed?




 

i've been so lazy to update my journal, i was thinking of giving up on blogging but after some serious thought, i do not want to.
i still would like blogging as an activity i can afford when I have the time.

Okay back to track where I stopped.
( beatrice's 21st )